Boy, this sure does feel
like ages. Thinking about something, and actually trying to write and make
sense out of it. We’ll see how it goes.
Lana Del Ray’s Video Games playing on the background
boosts my memory of the first time we talked. The window seat in the corner of
the coffee shop I’m sitting by as of now, and the empty parking garage does
feel like déjà vu. Will I ever be able to forget the times and talks we shared?
Phew, such deep thoughts and topics- about life, ambition, goals and
imaginations about where we would be in the next 10 years. We weren’t dating,
but you made me feel comfortable enough to share my dreams with you, and I
never even had a proper chance to thank you. You left, just like that- just
like you’d say- vanish in the vanity of space.
I vividly remember the first
time we talked- when I heard an unfamiliar voice asking me what my true dreams
were excluding my career. I didn’t see that coming in the speech club meeting,
and you managed to baffle me for a moment. Now that I think of it, there
couldn’t have been a better time to ask me that question- my dream of helping
unfortunate children gain education came out in the spur of the moment. I had forgotten
that I had that dream embellished in my mind for a while, and then let it go
for no reason. And even today, when I’m by myself recalling our talks, I am
still unable to find the reason why my priorities changed.
You always found a way to
motivate me, encourage me in my low times- telling me that I was the pearl yet
to be discovered. I never quite understood what that meant, but probably you
left it open for me to interpret it as my phrase of motivation. Well, it
worked- most of the times. Drinking coffee continuously, scattering worksheets
all over the table, and occupying the same window table every time made us look
like hard working students, but who ever had an idea that we mostly talked
about stuffs out of those heavy piles of papers? We talked mos
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